One day (the end of 2015), in the living room of my house, I was talking about Turkey scholarship with my mother. But suddenly, I saw the back of a girl, and her long hair with different hair color (it is different with Indonesian hair color). She was in a place, I didn't know exactly where it was, but my hunch said that it was a place in Turkey. I saw her with my own eyes, but those eyes were different. Because in the reality, I was in the living room with my mother, but at the same time I saw her in a place (outdoor). OK, maybe that was just my feeling.
I hoped that I can study in Turkey, and have a Turkish best friend, a girl who loves me like she loves her own sister, and so do I. I prayed for that in my Salah. Because I was afraid if I should live far away from my family in long time, although it is still in the same world globe.
So, I guessed that the view about the girl I've seen was the view about my future best friend. Would I get the Turkey scholarship? But actually, I wasn't 100% sure about getting that scholarship. I felt 50% wanted to get that scholarship, and 50% afraid of living far away from my family. One of my best friend here, in Indonesia, dreamed about me, she told me that she saw me got the Ticket to Turkey, and I thought that I would truly get that scholarship then fly to Turkey.
Finally, unfortunately, it was just a dream. I couldn't get that scholarship. Actually I feel so bad for telling about my failure. But people said that failure is the delayed success, so I'll be success in future insha Allah. I wish it won't be delayed for so long 😂. After that, I began to think that the view about that girl was only an imagination 😔
(That was my story in the end of 2015-2016. But, you know what ! Now I know the girl that I've seen ! She is real ! She truly came into my life !)
To be continued..
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